I want to sleep but I kinda also want to stay up all night and think about Bomb The Music Industry!.
I found a really neat looking book about the history of mazes in video games and I really want to purchase it but NO IT COSTS LIKE 25$ AND I CAN’T SPEND MONEY. MUST RESIST SPENDING MONEY ON COOL BOOKS.
It’s not that I need more hours in a day particularly.
I just need more time that isn’t spent thinking “but how much time do I have until I’m fucked?”
As in: Wow, I’d actually really love to clean and organize my entire room right now! I am motivated and ready to do that! But also it’s 3AM and I have class in the morning, and I have a test. Wow! What a conundrum!
I JUST FOUND OUT THAT JEFF WAS LOOKING FOR PEOPLE TO PLAY INSTRUMENTS FOR HIS NEW RECORD (THIS WAS MONTHS AGO AT THIS POINT) AND ONE OF THEM HE WANTED WAS CELLO.
I PLAY CELLO.
AHHHHH I COULD HAVE TRIED TO BE ON THE RECORD.
I mean in all reality I probably wouldn’t have been able to either way, right? But I mean. FUCK.
Some of these hip-hop heads are just so annoying. I have out grown these people who think you need to know every hip-hop artist or you need to know every fuckin 90’s hip-hop album. “Dawg that’s not real hip-hop" Don’t let these fuckers make you feel like you need to listen to certain artist and not listen to somebody because it’s not "real Hip-hop" If you like it, listen to it.
Forever torn between being told “Find what you love in life and do that” and then having society remind me “But make sure it pays well, because money is the only way to justify your right to exist in this world.”